Can You Hear Me Now!

May 13, 2010

MISTAKES

Filed under: Poems,Uncategorized — stanmitoko @ 5:27 pm

one thing i did well

was make mistakes

like the mistake  of

my fathers before me

who loved many women

that sired seeds of conflict

that sired deciet

the mistake of bringing

into the world my seed

only for it to rot

in the ground

instead of sprouting

to be a tree

why? cause of a mistake

of planting and forgetting

never even bothering

to water the plants

another mistake is in wars

fighting for foreign leigons

making them strong

hoping that my tribe

they will leave alone

how wrong

of me to assume

another mistake i live with

Why did you stop?

Filed under: Poems,Uncategorized — stanmitoko @ 5:14 pm

What happened,  Dear friend?

Why did you stop writing?

I no longer see, so I pretend

That you must be channeling

Your creative juice

Down another river.

This from a letter

From one poet to another.

He continued…..

The grass is growing

And crowding,

Turning the peaceful meadow,

Remember? The one we walked

Trough collecting thought?

Into a harem for snakes.

Please come back

At least for Art’s sake.

She is sad though she pretends

Nothing is wrong.

She no longer sheds tears

But still shows pain

In her shivers.

She is a prisoner in the meadow,

Too afraid to walk it

Without your encouraging

Words.

At least you made

Her smile, even if it was

For just a fleeing second.

Now she’s grey and wrinkled,

She’s lost all her gaiety.

She is a mess

Without your language.

I also worry about you,

Knowing what its like

For a poet not to write,

For a poet not to recite.

Remember when we were in chains?

When we used our blood

For ink?

Turned prison walls into

Paper?

How do you live

Without you words?

How do you cope?

Maybe you see no more

The rising of the sun,

Hear no more

The singing of the birds,

Maybe your fingers are stiff.

In truth, I write you

Only as a poet can.

For deep down I feel

No more your prescence.

Your soul has parted

From your body.

You’re in a state

Where you need not

Poetry.

You are dead.

November 30, 2009

hi love

Filed under: Poems — stanmitoko @ 4:00 pm

Hi Love

It rained again today,

The crystal of the raindrops

Reminded me of your eyes,

Such clarity.

Meanwhile,

The grass keeps growing

Longer and longer,

Which paints a picture

On my mind

Of that fine April

When you just wanted

Your hair to stretch

And fill your pretty face.

There’s that sound

That I can’t describe

In one word,

The sound of the

Stream of water

That washes the streets

Clean.

Kind of like

Your voice.

And the cold

That accompany

These rainy days,

I feel it more and more

Since your absence.

It freezes my mind,

I think not proper.

I wait for your return

Like the birds

Wait for summer,

Missing you

The eternal sunshine

Of my life.

November 23, 2009

Dark Deliverance

Filed under: Poems — stanmitoko @ 3:01 pm

In the heat of noon

As he heard his heartbeat boom,

As he felt like his body burn, like an inferno lit goon

At the hands of an angry mob

That needed something to eat soon

Or else consume his burnt meat this afternoon.

He knew like a rocket lit for the moon

He had to quit the room.

What kept him from fleeing

Wasn’t the heavy browed hounds

Neither was it the furor’ed crowds.

No. it was the voices of the hollowed grounds

That seemed to accompany borrowed sounds

Of death machines that followed around

In sync with the motion of sorrowed and proud

Sons and daughters walking atop harrowed clouds.

People he believed he had to liberate.

Still he had to first swim in spit full lakes

Prioritise between them or bouts of fitful sex,

He thought of fooling the children with fist full cakes

That were for certain in the least full bakes.

Still he feared to seem to them a deceitful snake

Waiting to eat the egg yolk of the ever watchful duck and drake.

So he made film with insightful takes

Of road rage, dog deaths at the paws of cars- flightful with no brakes.

He then wrote a letter to Lady Luck

Which began by him asking if she were maybe black

And what she meant when she said ‘she’d be back’

Yet she was never there whenever lightning struck

Neither was her voice heard when the days be dark.

Because if so at least someone from where they daily lurk

In the street corners would’ve seen her

And said, ‘There be Luck’

Unfortunately that wasn’t the case

For immediately he turned to leave with grace,

He violently broke an expensive porcelain vase.

And funnily by looking at his face

Or the empty spot above the fireplace

Where it exuberantly filled the space,

He knew he’d accomplished a Coup de Grace

And slouchy bent down to tie his shoelace.

Then he knelt and looked towards the skies blue and grey

And in a manner similar to a member of the opus dei

Spoke to God as taught by Father Lou to pray.

Only this time words didn’t come yet he had a lot to say.

Still he cared not if his voice was a moo or bray

And he spoke to God asking Him what games little Palestinians and Jews play

For him to learn, then maybe the jeers and boos away

Would be replaced by acceptance and love in a baby’s goo goo way.

And the angry mobs, machetes and arrow tips

Would be as soft as Cupids arrows and as the lips

Of Venus.  The venomous snake hiss

Would be replaced by a seductive lisp

And the results of ethnic violence in place of seeps

Of blood and burnt body crisps,

Would be laughter in between sips

Of different brews where the tribes shared recipes.

The dark skinned fellow was told

To show the masses the honeyed side of the comb,

To show them wisdom of the ages old

Way before they were corrupted and sold

Their kin, land, values and gold

To inhabitants of lands distant and cold.

To bring into the fold

His peoples flock. To lead a generation bold.

Dreamgirl.

Filed under: Poems — stanmitoko @ 8:33 am

She’s like the mist in the air
Felt yet unseen,
Like a mirage in the horizon
Seen yet unreachable,
Like a fluffy white cloud in the sky
That cannot be held in a hand full.

She’s like the golden sun
Too hot to get close to,
Like the night’s only star
Bright yet so distant,
Sometimes like the full moon
A wonder lifeless.

She’s like the ocean waves
Threatening to spill only to retreat,
Like the vast seas she accommodates many
And hosts their predators,
Sometimes she feeds my world with rainy tears
Other times destroy it in raging floods.

She’s like time always there
Yet waiting for no person,
Like the second hand she’s constantly moving
Only to start off again where her motion began,
She’s worth spending with every minute
But seems to drift far off by the hour.

Defiant

Filed under: Poems — stanmitoko @ 8:27 am

We were told quite clearly
That we were to be
The ravenous hounds of society,

That we were the beasts and ogres
Spoken of with loathe
In African literature genres.

While some said we treaded
On paths paved with gloom and doom
Others said we traded

Our souls and lives with the chief beast
Alcoholism. And substance abuse
The main ingredient for our feast.

At times we were told
How deaf we’d become
To the wise words of the old,

Other times they said ,
Our gowns of high morals
No doubt we had shed.

These statements hurt us-
Especially coming from the lips
We always thought would guide us

Through the unclear thorny trails
That seeme’d to constitute of our paths.
Instead they drove us off the rails.

But as the sun rose and set
On more and more occasions
And their hurtful words beset

On many more of us
We banded together
To plan and discuss

On ways of proving to them
That we were not descendants of Hades.
When they wouldn’t listen

After we told them that we too
Had minds of our own,
Integrity, high morals and a conscience too,

They laughed out loud
And in what was clear sneer said,
We were getting too proud.

So we decided to be
What they called rude,
The only way they’d listen, feel, see.

We told them to their face
That they were heavier drinkers and dirtier perverts
Despite their whitewashed surface.

In punishment we were told that we’d sacrificed
Full cups of tea, bread, sugar, meat and rice
For being so hot-headed.

Our response was, “Who Cares”
We’d get our own soon
And went on to our so-called illicit affairs.

The Runaway Slave

Filed under: Poems — stanmitoko @ 8:22 am

From just looking at him,
From just his glistening skin,
From his gaze at the brim
Of the ocean’s waters it’d seem
That he was in the heart of a scheme.

He loved to stand at cliffs studying the landscape,
Planning carefully his great escape
Every evening as he sipped on fermented grape,
Feeling sweaty chills on his nape
From memories of torture and rape.

Gazing down at the loam,
Knowing for sure it was wrong
For him to leave this hell alone.
Knowing the peril of the others
Once it was noticed that he was gone.

Still the runaway slave
Knew he had to be brave
Enough to seek the freedom he so craved
Or like all before him retire to an early grave.
He knew he had to flee to save

The dignity and pride of his breed
In what may appear an act of greed.
And if successful in this single deed
He knew that indeed
Others would follow in their quest to be freed

From the dangerous bondage
Uncharacteristic of this age,
With good education they’d salvage
Better descriptions of them. Other than savage.

Just A Couple Of Words!

Filed under: Poems — stanmitoko @ 8:16 am

Putting to paper a pen
Every now and then,
Teasing and testing the brain,
Words seem no doubt the keys
That unlock and open
The doors that seal ever so often
The chambers of the heart.

Like a highly trained infantry,
They line up with poise and gallantry
Ready to charge on any enemy
That dares invade their territory.
These brutal forces at times of war evidently
Transform into the finest gentry
In times of peace. To roam the safe streets elegantly.

These words are my shield and arms,
These words are my gentle charm,
These words are my gifts and alms.
Shielding the young child from harm,
Charming the beautiful to cling onto my arm,
Provisions to the ‘have nots’ gifting them calm.
Just a couple of words
That mean so much to more than one.

The Insomniac

Filed under: Poems — stanmitoko @ 8:10 am

He belonged to a unique tribe,
One that was the envy of
The most gifted of scribes.

His gift was equally unique
Just as of all his kin
Only, his was more altruistic.

Of his abilities poets wrote
More than once, twice; all in awe,
All like musicians singing a perfect note.

With the familiarity of a traveller
On a well trodden path his methods were said to be
By voices loud as tavern revellers’

And like when the king of hearts
Rode on a donkey into Galilee
Many townsfolk took off their hats,

Bowed their heads
Whilst their dogs ragedly barked and women
Coaxed, hoping he’d jump into their beds.

Even though he was up to the task
Of pleasure giving
And in turn receiving,

He knew that it wouldn’t sound right
When at dawn the women vainly lied to their sons and daughters
Hoping that they weren’t bright

Enough to read between their lies.
And due to long fatigue,
And after listening to their long cries

Of “Daddy! Daddy!” and whatever sad tune
That accompanied their innocent voices,
Knowing that he could never fuel nor consume

The flames of hope
In the little one’s eyes,
Never wipe away their tear drops,

He decided to walk on
Looking on straight ahead,
Not bothering to find a bed.

For it would be worthless
To toss and turn all night
In a state entirely dreamless.

Indeed sleep gave him no rest.
It only troubled his mind.
It always left continuity behind.

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